dear my closest peep,
i think i should be more honest towards u rite now,
b4 it worsen us both,
from the start,
i knew u well, welcoming u with my very best,
lately,
i felt sumtimes dat i cudnt xplain 2 myself,
our shield seems to be bigger,
our tight seems 2 b loose,
. . .
no one realized the damage,
coz we made it invisible as we can,
erm,
do u realize dat dear?
our any reminisce of us is not acceptable,
the gestures btween us is fading slowly,
im in worry,
whether i shud think of this disaster,
or shud i leave u alone,
so u r not in danger,
dat is y im really not into u lately,
this unexplainable feeling made me struggling 2 b apart from u,
im sorry,
now,
i realized dat,
im the demon.
. . .